"Maybe I'm just crazy."
Sometimes, I really feel like I'm slipping. It's like I'm becoming a totally different person that I myself do not even know who it is. It's really maddening and my mind would be in a blur. I don't know what to think and I would just want to erase and clear everything. Maybe it's those things I remembered that made me this way. But why. Why can't I just forget them? I have caused myself so much unwanted misery for so long. And it would just hit me again unexpectedly even when I thought it was gone forever. Guess I was wrong. Wrong about everything.
But why should I even let my feelings bother everyone. Why can't I just keep them locked up in some box in my small brain and leave it there. It's so fustrating to know that I am like living like a ghost and not know what the heck I'm doing. I don't even care about what I say to people sometimes. And that really bothers many people including me.
"Maybe I'm just crazy."
